You never appreciate what i did. you never really care about my feelings and thoughts. you dont even know how to look at the positive side of me, but just the negative ones to be the excuse to quarrel w/ me and to make me feel like as if i'm all in the fault and you had none at all. i'm so tired of feeling like i'm the one giving her my whole world and in exchange getting the ignorance of you. like as if i'm a barbie doll to you. i wont give in anymore. if you really had appreciated me, then i wont even feel this way. because i realise that the fact is that you didnt even plan to give me chance at the first place and to continue giving me false hope and say that you're unsure of your feelings. how great are you, i will give my greatest applause to you for your unbelievable skills.

it's time to stop thinking about fairy tale, and get back to reality. stop expressing everything through technology, it's time to be precise and stop abusing the usage of improve tech. instead of avoiding and wishing we would not even see each other, why not face up to REALITY?

memories are strange things. sometimes, the more you try to forget something, the clearer it is. sometimes, when you try hard to remember something, you discovered that it's like a blank piece of paper. no matter how hard you try, you can't find any traces of it.

hello botak. 3 days 2 nights of basketball camp.
from scehdule, it looks tiring. RUN & RUN & RUN, DAMNNN.

Physically tired. Suicide? Hmm.. it had crossed my thoughts before.
Drunkard is cool, no stress, free mind when you are drunk, woo~
Throwing up after you drink, nope i'm not that weak.
Drink, drunk, vomit, sleep. How cool, no stress at all.
Just f*ck off from now, dont worry i will.
National's, i'm coming. Wait for me.

1 more to go, and it would be finals.
Really happy and crazy over today's win.
Have an unexpressable gratitude for teammates.
Wish every game would be like today's, continue striving and we can do it!

Maybe it's true love, thats why i cried over it for 30 mins.
I really hope that it would still last, thanks for the chance.
I promised i would cherish it ok? Please do not leave me again. D:

Hengwei sucks.
He sucks at everything.
He sucks at basketball.
He sucks at attitude.
He sucks at being a good boyfriend.
He sucks at loving.
He sucks at studies.
He sucks at proper communication.
He sucks at almost everything a sucker sucks at.
~!@#$%^&*()_

Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day yet i'm not in the festive mood at all.
Pissed off, jealousy, everything came to my mind. What hell festive is this man.

Tired, exhausted, shagged, what else could describe this feeling?

2010.

WOW, 2009 had just BOOMZ pass the finishing line yesterday.
And there goes a new beginning of another long marathon - 2010.
And and i'm gonna become 14 years old after 12march. ^^
New year = New resolutions. (:
So i wish i could squeeze me and my team into the nat's TOP4 this year.
ND i promise myself to STUDY STUDY STUDY hard this year.
Lastly, i wish i would be there for her always. :D
Flashing back to 2009, many great great things had happen actually.
I would let the pictures do the talkings. (:



Mr Barack Obama - 44th President of USA. *Danish la!




22nd July - The longest total solar eclipse of the century.
On the same day, Kobe came to SG for coaching clinic. *KOBE KOBE!


Kobe and his LA LAKERS won 2009 NBA champion.


And he was crown the FINALS MVP. *It's Kobe from downtown!


Miss Ris Low - Crowned Miss Singapore on 31st July.
Then she stepped down on the 29th September. *BOOMZ~

Mr Tiger Woods - 15 or more scandals and affairs was outburst.


ALVIN AND CHIPMUNKS ( THE SQUEAKQUEL )
Chipmunks vs Chipettes show.
*Theodore was the cutest! ^^

Christmas just over. 3 days ago in fact.
Alvin & chipmunks 2 @ iluma in afternoon. Then went changi airport after that. :D
Photos photos then after that she went to relative's house. (:
School going reopen next week.
Havent done homework, havent bought shoes, pencil case and havent went for haircut.
Arghhhhhhhhh, hahahaha. Not much time left alr. (:
Haha ok shouldnt make post too wordy. Byebye.

I think it's too late to start now. :(

Arghhhhh, finally you're back. D: after 4 days.
I misss youuuuuuuu. D: lucky we can still contact during the 4 days, or else i die alr. :D
Today went to dk who's who's de marriage, hahaha. :D
Sumptious dinner + red wine + 7-up. ^^
The red wine was suuuuuperrbbbbbbbbbbb! ^^ hahahaha. :D
Now my chest and stomach feeling abit hot hot lehs, so zai sia. Hahahaha. ^^
Ok, tomorrow training and going buy school books, and meeting youuuuuuuuuuuuuu. :D
Heeee, ok i go sleep le. Good nights. ^^

Home sweet home. :D

Bye M'sia, Hello Sg. (:
I'm back from malaysia yesterday.
Was freaking tired, sleepy, sicky, coughing and running my nose.
Arghhh, coughing and my nose kept running like crazy.
The trip was fun! One very memorable one, seriously (athough it's just m'sia)
But seriously, it was damn fun. Especially the adventure camp!
Woohoo, the cave was absolutely one nice experience ok!
And catherine stop molesting me. tskkk, hahahaha. :D
White water rafting and high elements the next day.
Water rafting was exciting i tell you! Keep splashing at each other. :D
Then we were all rowing like crazy, i remember Stella was so high. Hahaha. :D
Then high elements, the 3rd one was extreme nice, especially flying fox. :P
Then the 2nd one was like a mosquito dungeon -.- I go in jitao 5 bite alr i tell you.
The first one like very lame, then the Cindy very ll somemore. So 3rd was best. ^^
Overall : 5/5 rating for this trip! hehe. :D

Today went watch match @ bas w/ rachel, jieyi, felina and clarice.
They lost to Siglap youth, then after that go eat liao then go ronald house. (:
After that went to see doctor w/ rachel, must tc ah stupid charsiew. :D
Ok, i going off le. Byebye. ^^

Booyo. :D heee. Match keep postponed due to the rainy season, **** sia. :x
Everyone pissed off alr, confirm. Hope tomorrow can play. (:
Today went ball w/ luv, jy and ronald. Then met Ken they all. Then join for 5full. :D
After that pei luv go home, then i went home. (:
The blue coral ice blend suck core man -.- damn not nice de.
Too blue and coral liao, not used to it. ^^ hahahaha.
Quarrelled w/ luv this few days, but nvm. It's ok alr. (:

Really sorry for quarrelling and saying those harsh words that day.
Very very sorry, although no words could represent the guilt i had to you.
Hope you are really ok, and really apologise for making you tears.

Been quite busy lately, and i got myself contacted w/ sickness.
So didn't have much time to use the com. Luckily, i had now recovered. (:
Had not have enough sleep this few weeks because of the busy week.
I am sure to go and have a good sleep some time! :D
Today morning went to ball at clementi in the morning w/ my cousin.
Got few uncle praise me say i not bad sia, hees. :D
Then at night, ball again. LOL, very no life la hor -.-
I think i had been quite sianz lately, always nothing to do ._.
So the only i can do is to ball and ball and ball. If not is go gym and train. Damn suck up.
Ok la, bye. Looking forward to 4th k. <3

Exams over! :D

Woohoo ~ Exams finally over. (:
Wildwildwild wet on friday, tomorrow going sentosa for some tanning and play sand? :D
Monday deepavali celebration, tuesday marking day and wednesday getting back paper.
Wednesday also having training, weeee. Finally! :D
Hope i would pass English and promote to sec2. :x
But have confidence i would do well in maths! hee. :D
Ok, byebye. (:

LAKERS! <3

What time is it? LAKERS! What time is it? LAKERS!
Ohhhhhh ..... LAKERS! :D
YEAH! I just bought a Lakers bag. (:
I think it's quite cool lehs, purple and black colour and the adidas is yellow stripe. :D
Woohoo, i am so loving that bg ok. :D

OH MY OH MY OH MY OH MY GOD! :x
The geography quiz Mr Yugin referring to is actually the homework he gave us for the weekend. :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :P
So i done it before alr, and that means it was quite easy! (:
But, i forget one point, which is the undergrowth part, rawr rawr! Stupid mistake. :x
Now in media lesson, not doing anything, so sian.
Later must go home chiong revision and homework alr! :D

Despite EOY is coming, i had yet to study much.
Only started abit for geography, chinese and history.
But i just can't remember them inside my hopeless brain. :x
I still not in the right mood sia, only know how play.
What stupid monkey i am la. :x
Ok, i try get concentrate and hope do well in exams. (:

OMG, ants territorise over my bag just now!
ARGH !!! :x